Searching Certainty in Chaos!

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Hello,

How are you doing? I know it’s been a long time since I connected to you.

When we are filled with desires, it is often hard to find solace. But who wants solace? I think when we will die, we will find the ultimate peace that we can never experience until we are alive, what is there after death is not in the scope of our world.

I think our body is made to be trained and to be improved. Yes, it yearns for comfort, because running such beautiful machinery is a painful task, and who wants to feel pain?

We all run from it, rightly so. But, pain is pleasurable too, up to an extent, just like we love music, but we can take up to a certain volume only, if it goes beyond it, our eardrums will burst open like a spider web.

Hence, we need both peace and pace to keep going. Harmony in our mind and agility in our attitude, because the world around us is already sprinting in chaos. Sometimes, I feel like when we make a decision we switch to a different dimension, though we choose this life, the happenings at the ground level are not in our hands.

It is not something we can hold or mold, rather I feel it is a wave we can surf on, and steer our way through, with a journey full of unexpected encounters, excitement, and thrill.

I know, we can say that the dimension we are talking in right now is not exactly how we witness, experience, and perceive reality. But, doesn’t matter whatever is happening in the world, we often get pass the momentary feelings arise out of chemical secretions, and hence for the long term, there is an upper level of intelligence with which we have to stay in sync and hope for the best to come our way, along with the challenges, fears, and accomplishments.

Irrespective of how much we contemplate, execute, and exaggerate, the true purpose of all of us as an individual or humanity as a whole is unclear. We could just be parasites multiplying and damaging our host planet, with plans to spread to other planets as well in the near future. And, even if we are parasites indeed, I think we are meant to grow and be cleansed when the time comes.

We are meant to spread, create things, and innovate, and when judgment day will come, an apocalypse will wipe us from the face of the planet, so that the Earth can take a re-birth towards different life forms. And, while all this is happening at a bigger timescale, there is a completely different story going on with each of us at the ground level, based on what we experience.

When there is so much uncertainty, I think we have to accept the fact that there is chaos embedded in the setup we are part of. Yes, there are times of ambiguity and moments of certainty. We know for certain that the sunlight will reach us in 499.0 seconds but the way that light is generated is full of chaotic fission and fusion nuclear reactions. There is chaos, and there is peace, let’s accept the existence of both and keep going.

When we envision a great future for ourselves, we need to believe it to be certain, while at the same time the journey will be chaotic.

Is there a possibility that life can be lived without hurdles and challenges, and without the fears and ambiguity associated with them? I doubt. Do we have another way other than going through it? Or a way that has no obstacles? I doubt that too.

Whatever the case, I think it is better for us to keep moving, just like this blog is ending, and you must be doing something else after reading this, or if you are lucky you are just chilling and spending leisure time, you might also be taking a break from your work, or you just finished sex, I have no way to predict, see its chaos, billion people, billion stories, intersecting and overlapping.

What we need to do, is to take the next step, a small baby step, for us, towards where we want to go, whenever we want to.

Best Wishes

~R